I need to evaluate my life. I know I’m still young, but I feel like others my age have experienced things that I have yet to experience. I’m tired of sitting on the sidelines and wasting my time. I need to get my shit together.
You can’t just text me out of the blue and think that’s okay. You can’t text me because your bored. You can’t ask me personal questions about my life when your the one that screwed me over. You especially can’t ask me what my plans are for the night when your with someone.
You were a compete asshole to me and I did absolutely nothing. You left me hanging. And yet here I am acting as though nothing happened. Being the nicest person to you, even when you don’t deserve it. I actually mean it now when I say that I hate you. You gave me a reason to hate you.
It sucks that I have to see your face everyday. It sucks that I have to sit in class acting like everything is fine and dandy.
But you know what? It’s senior year and I’ll never have to see you again. Thank goodness.
